A smile

     "Time Goes Fast, People Go In And Out Of Our Life." 

     Must never miss the chance to tell people around how much they mean to you in your life, it's as much as we breath.  

     Don't fill your eyes with tears if you missed the chance because it will hide another better chance in front of you.

     Throw yourself to the corner with nobodies, think and repent harder of what happened in the years before. No one could rewrite the past, but every one can start to create a good ending from now.

"A smile shows how meaningful of the life." 

     It's the only true joy of life which used to recognize how you look at this life. Smile comes, everything gone...

     Don't cry because it's over, But smile because it happened.

"Life laughs at you when you're unhappy;

Life smiles at you when you're happy;

Life salutes when you make others happy."

Smile sets everything in positive ways and it always straight in the journey of our life. And this life will always look brighter behind our smile 

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It's hard

Hidden behind the real world

I am trying so hard to conceal the shame of mine 

Devoid the respectable guts  

Which I have been kept for quite some times

My heart goes on

When I suppose to keep moving on

 I smile

When I feel the life is so hard

And I stand

When I find that I can't stand well 

I lost my sense of direction 

With my hug in your embrace 

After all it gave me the pain 

Which I need to let it be bygones

Think it will forever gone

But it isn't happens in this way actually

I thought everything can be reversed back

Repeating the touching seconds

I thought I could unlearn whatever I learnt

Replacing you with another 

And now

The unending thoughts chase over me again

Even it isn't that dreadful as its history

But I still longing for lovely life

:) 

点点滴滴

生命中

不断的有人离开或进入

于是，看见的， 看不见了，

记住的，遗忘了

生命中

不断地有得到和失落

于是，看不见的， 看见了

遗忘的，记住了

然而

看不见的

是不是就等于不存在

记住的

是不是永远不会消失

愿天下情人终成眷属

Blogging During the Busy Time

At first, I have no idea at all why I wanted to write this blog after I noticed something unexpected happened towards me silently. But I think I am blogging on behalf of YOU.

It just like...It happened silently that I could not find the reason why is it so?

"It was a night where i gathered with you guys doing revision together and I was busy memorizing the definitions of some terms and words in the subject of Building Services that we gonna test two days after that."

The thing that I mentioned is about...

【I was talking to someone else oppose your unit and I raised my voice when I answered that person because the person was asking something that have been asked a minute ago, and that's why I raise my volume because I don't like people keep on asking unless the person didn't hear.

I turned back my view to the table where YOU have been seating for almost whole night, I noticed that YOU're "shaking" your eyelashes between me and another like you're hinting something to that another person. And YOU looked like telling another something bad about me.

Then YOU lower your head that YOU are trying to avoid from my view and kept "shaking" your eyelashes. Slow down, down down..and YOU stopped it. But i saw that lastly!! It was really something unexpected that I ought to have a good friendship with YOU.

"The bad feeling came and disturbed me and therefore I moved back to my own place."

And I was like...

Thousand swords passing through the moment! I wish I am the one who think too much but then YOU looked much more diffident when i lock my view on YOU. The facial expression changed in a second time. It is about the guilty conscience that I can see from your face. Obviously...】

I managed to forgot it and let it be after that. And PEACE, everything going fine and it doesn't a big matter because I know it is something inevitable in our life.

Emo Kevin! LOL

Here am I Blogging again, I also don't know since when did I start addicted to Blog. I like to write Blog when I feel uncomfortable, when I get mad, when I feel helpless and when I am unhappy indeed! It is a place for me to release the feelings, it is the place where I keep the feeling forever, and it will lasts as long as I am still standing on this earth. And it is where the blue sky and green grass lies and where I flaunt my ordinaries.

[ We always say that time does ticks fast, time flows fast during nice, great, unforgettable, and sweet moment that we had together. But then when we are all far with each other, the phrase ain't to be the one that will comes out from our mouth even we know that we will meet again one day later. The days we are going to live is a life which is full of boredom, madness, sadness and whatever. ]

" And I personally hate this kind of days! Even the days are full with freedom and stresses. But I would like to publicly force them away because my days will be the days which rich in loneliness and helpless. These days make me EMO! The..."

* Follows by my God-brother and me. Hope he is reading my Blog right now where I wrote about him. Firstly, I hope this relation can lasts long because I don't have younger brother. He always that nice and good to me, like how I treated him, and for sure he always makes me angry at times.

Secondly, I just don't want there is a gap even a small gap between us.The first time he called me "gorgor", I felt pretty happy that no one called me like that before, I love the good time we had together when I was at his place with others brothers Alex Ko, Voon Kian Fah (Ah Hua), Pearl Tay and others. *

I know it has been several times I asked you to call me "gor". Why I want you to do so because I want to make you familiar to this calling. Because you always that 'cold', doesn't like others.

Other than that, few dude that kinda close to me in hostel like Law Tzee Huei and Pearl. They always comfort me when I get mad or unhappy. They know my style much more than others know me. Thank you guys and have a nice holidays!!!

Endless story. LOL

The Worst Time In A Semester

" Everything started from April, after UCS became KLT "

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April 2010-New semester starts, make friends, etc...

May 2010-Happy time, sing k, ahgua, movie, etc...

June 2010-Assignments, presentations, interview...*Some text missing*

July 2010-*Everyone rush for assignments* ~And LASTLY...time to die!!! July Terrible's Final EXAMINATION is Approaching...

Time ticks fast like how fast water flow. Since FINAL is near, every students started to busy with revision at anywhere, any corners i.e. library, consultation room, hostel, campus areas. They are stressed, looking for something that willing to release their stresses. Hmmm....

BUT some seems like still enjoying their happy time, no worries, no stresses, no whatsoever, etc..

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Building & Planning By-Laws, Development Control Standards (DCS)

-Err, according to Section xx(x), the minimum requirements for car parks is.."One car park per 200 meter square of net floor area.."

-The basic constructional requirements, sub division drawings etc... ...

*Long breath...*

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Legal Studies (The most terrible!! xD)

-There are six fundamental elements that forming a good contract, which are proposal, acceptance, consideration, intention to create legal relation, certainty and capacity.

-Written laws and unwritten laws.

LOL...*Don't wanna memorize more than that anymore...*

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Hmmm..Communication In the Workplace *Still okay la:-P*

-I am afraid of the cheeky questions for this subject, lalalaaaa... ...

-Read it clearly, then okay.

*Short breath* ...Ops! Die lo short breath,huuuu~~

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Building Services

-Calculation, definitions, etc...

-Whatsoever processes, sketching, illustrations...

*Huh~Not bad la, at least got calculation..*

When we can release the stresses? After final..Yeah! After final..BUT what should we do now? Lets see a figure... ...

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Hoho!! Bet you guys familiar to this figure..FACEBOOK!!!

"Herrrrrmmm... Errr...Hmmm...*Coughing*

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STOP Facebook-ing then:-) LOL... ...And in order to get good results with CGPA

Log out from Facebook too! Okay then, xD...

BYE BYE~~Good luck to ALL of you~xD

Students Christian Fellowship (SCF)

I was in unpleasant emotional for few days ago and i know that i must keep myself moving on. Do what i suppose to do now, studying hard! It's not enough for me rely on myself, i need someone else, which is Jesus, the creator of human beings.

It's Wednesday, which is gathering night for Students Christian Fellowship (SCF) of my campus, a place to know Lord, a place to calm down our mind, a place felt me peace either warmth. I joined it sincerely, just wanna draw myself near to Him. He created us, so He knows us very well, right?

So i skip the stuffs we done during the gathering. Come to the important things. "Read bible" "Memorize some verbs" "Always pray", these are what we used to hear when we are in the church right? So same with the SCF. It totally guide us in the same way, just it's guided by a female president last year, Liong Suek Feng. But a pastor came to our campus tonight, she gave some talks. And our new president for this club, Lee Zhong Sheng, which is our translator tonight as well. He done it well :-)

When we get close to Him, naturally He will listens to us, ease our problems because that is His promise to all of us. Even He didn't see you, but... ...He is watching you and me. Trust Him.

Amen !