Hidden behind the real world
I am trying so hard to conceal the shame of mine
Devoid the respectable guts
Which I have been kept for quite some times
My heart goes on
When I suppose to keep moving on
I smile
When I feel the life is so hard
And I stand
When I find that I can't stand well
I lost my sense of direction
With my hug in your embrace
After all it gave me the pain
Which I need to let it be bygones
Think it will forever gone
But it isn't happens in this way actually
I thought everything can be reversed back
Repeating the touching seconds
I thought I could unlearn whatever I learnt
Replacing you with another
And now
The unending thoughts chase over me again
Even it isn't that dreadful as its history
But I still longing for lovely life
:)
