It's hard

Hidden behind the real world

I am trying so hard to conceal the shame of mine 

Devoid the respectable guts  

Which I have been kept for quite some times

My heart goes on

When I suppose to keep moving on

 I smile

When I feel the life is so hard

And I stand

When I find that I can't stand well 

I lost my sense of direction 

With my hug in your embrace 

After all it gave me the pain 

Which I need to let it be bygones

Think it will forever gone

But it isn't happens in this way actually

I thought everything can be reversed back

Repeating the touching seconds

I thought I could unlearn whatever I learnt

Replacing you with another 

And now

The unending thoughts chase over me again

Even it isn't that dreadful as its history

But I still longing for lovely life

:)